"It's not all right," he agrees. Even at his most resentful, his most
selfish, he knows that he doesn't even know the girl. He's jealous, always
has been, and recognizing that it why he's the one at fault is a bitter
pill indeed. "It was a shit thing to say about someone who had no part in
our fuck up."
He wasn't altruistic enough to say that everything with Enfants was all on
him; they'd both thrown meat into that pot.
"Would've been like you going after Sophie." And there are things to say
there. Rian tells the. To himself regularly; he'd been a fool for trying to
play house and marrying Robin, but to that end Sophie was the result, not
the cause.
"I never liked fighting with you..." No that was a lie. He'd taken plenty
of sick satisfaction in those last years, finding just the right cruel
words to hurt him, but he hadn't liked it. Sought it, wanted it, but never
liked it. "These days it seems like the only thing I know how to do."
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Date: 2015-04-14 05:22 pm (UTC)"It's not all right," he agrees. Even at his most resentful, his most selfish, he knows that he doesn't even know the girl. He's jealous, always has been, and recognizing that it why he's the one at fault is a bitter pill indeed. "It was a shit thing to say about someone who had no part in our fuck up."
He wasn't altruistic enough to say that everything with Enfants was all on him; they'd both thrown meat into that pot.
"Would've been like you going after Sophie." And there are things to say there. Rian tells the. To himself regularly; he'd been a fool for trying to play house and marrying Robin, but to that end Sophie was the result, not the cause.
"I never liked fighting with you..." No that was a lie. He'd taken plenty of sick satisfaction in those last years, finding just the right cruel words to hurt him, but he hadn't liked it. Sought it, wanted it, but never liked it. "These days it seems like the only thing I know how to do."